Savannah Chrisley shared that her late ex-fiancé, Nic Kerdiles, has been sending her signs since his sudden death last month.
“Nic’s given me some signs,” the “Chrisley Knows Best” star told “Entertainment Tonight” in a story published Monday, two weeks after she asked the former hockey player to “send me a sign that you’re ok” in an Instagram tribute.
Chrisley, 26, said losing Kerdiles, who was 29, has been “confusing,” “sad” and “tough to navigate.”
“This is the first real loss I’ve ever had to [face]. I was young when my grandfather passed away, so in my adult life, this is the first real loss that I’ve had,” she explained to “ET.”
However, the former “Special Forces: World’s Toughest Test” contestant noted that her ex would want her “to live life to the fullest because that’s exactly what he did.”
“He’s just an amazing human being. You have to remember those things, for sure,” she continued.
Chrisley previously penned a lengthy post honoring Kerdiles after he died in a motorcycle accident on Sept. 23.
“You left such a mark on this world and it’s so empty without you… It is impossible to believe that you are really gone,” she wrote on Sept. 24. “I am not sure how to even absorb that news, I don’t know how to react. I am so sad and so numb. I don’t want to believe it… I keep texting your phone and just hope you respond.”
Her older brother, Chase Chrisley, also posted several photos and videos looking back on his time with the athlete.
“Doesn’t feel real… lost a brother today… I know God has a plan but man I don’t understand it today. Fly high my brother and rest easy,” Chase wrote on his Instagram Story last week.
Kerdiles began dating Savannah in 2017, and he popped the question in front of her family and “Chrisley Knows Best” cameras in December 2018.
The pair postponed their wedding months later because “things moved way too fast” before breaking up in September 2020.
