Alec Musser’s ex-girlfriend, Lucy Faddoul, recalled her romantic history with the “All My Children” star after he was found dead by suicide.
“This has been devastating for me, my heart is in a million pieces,” the “Bachelor in Paradise” alum told the Daily Mail Friday.
“We met at La B’eurge in Del Mar in 2011. Alec was my first love, who turned into my forever friend.”
Faddoul and Musser dated for three years before calling it quits in 2014.
However, the two stayed friends throughout the years and “spoke monthly to check in with each other’s lives.”
“Last I saw him was at my vacation home in La Quinta, California. We played tennis and rode the golf cart around La Quinta,” she recalled.
Faddoul, 35, remembered the fitness model as having a “spirit that competitive in the most jubilant ways” as he “was born with a pair of skis in one hand and a surfboard in the other.”
“I’m one of the many he taught to ski,” she continued, adding that she wasn’t a fan of the sport.
“I would have much rather been eating one of our favorites together, a slice of pizza and a root beer,” the former reality star quipped.
Faddoul claimed her ex “took such pride in eating healthy,” but she referred to him as the “cookie monster” because he knew when to sneak in a few sweet treats.
“I will never forget his need for speed moto track days, our rides through Rancho Santa Fe, our days at the ranch, our Mexico trip with uncle Ricky, and above all else, our countless sunset walks with the love of his life, his dog Calle,” she told the outlet.
“Thank you for teaching me what it feels like to be treated so well in a relationship. I will love you forever, and you will forever shine through the sunsets,” the Bachelor Nation alum concluded.
After calling it quits with Musser, Faddoul went on to meet her husband, Marcus Grodd, during Season 1 of “Bachelor in Paradise” in 2014.
Musser was found dead of a self-inflicted gunshot wound at his Del Mar, Calif., home on the morning of Jan. 13, per a press release from the San Diego County Medical Examiner’s Office.
The “Grown Ups” star’s body was recovered “seated and slumped forward on the bathroom floor” by his fiancée, Paige Press. He was 50.
Hours after finding Musser’s body, Press took to Instagram to mourn her fiancé and confirm the news.
“RIP to the love of my life,” she wrote on her Story across snaps of their vision board. “I will never stop loving you. My heart is broken.”
“Today is the worst day of my life. We were so happy … You were the best fiancé I could of ever asked for.”
Musser — who also had small roles in shows like “Desperate Housewives” and “Rita Rocks” — was remembered by his “Grown Up” co-star Adam Sandler.
“I loved this guy. Cannot believe he is gone. Such a wonderful, funny good man,” Sandler captioned a snap of the actor taken from their 2010 comedy.
“Thinking of Alec Musser and his family and sending all my love. A true great sweetheart of a person.”
Aside from acting, Musser was a bodybuilder and model.
He’s been featured in a series of health and wellness magazines — including Men’s Health.
Musser maintained an active social media profile and last posted a snap of himself surfing a few days before he died.
