Jade Roper is trying to “get to the other side” of her pregnancy loss after undergoing surgery for a missed miscarriage.
The “Bachelor in Paradise” alum posted an emotional photo via Instagram Tuesday ahead of the procedure.
“Well, here we are,” the former reality star, 36, captioned the hospital snap. “I didn’t want or expect it to go this way, but it is.
“I so badly wanted to bury him under a beautiful tree in our yard, to see any glimpse of his tiny body, which is I why I held out so long trying to trust my body,” she continued. “But, it is time to heal.”
Roper went on to write that in order to “respect [her] baby” and “protect” her own peace, she was only “sharing bits and pieces” of the devastating pregnancy loss.
“And to Beau,” she concluded, “I carried your body for almost 5 months, your soul for a little less, but I carry you with me in my heart every where and for always.
